Life at ❇️ease

  Have you ever felt the feeling of so lost that nothing really works .Feeling of completely anxious when There's nothing that can make you feel better. The only options that  left behind is you have to go through That pain . It feels  like you have lost Your soul somewhere.  My heart aches every time I lost my soul .Surrounded by so many peoples It still feels like completely disturbed, so much exhausted, like my brain needs something but I have no idea what energy I need to put inside it. Most of my suffering comes from peoples I love,things I care,those things which gave me butterfly once  hurts mostly. I don't know is it my fault That I feel things deeply . Should I feel shame of how I feel things ,do I really need to change my emotion control them fully so no one can hurt me . But what's the point of Living with fake identity, where I won't be true to myself .Where my emotions are totally fake. Sometime I just think let's just don't care about others .Let m...