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A Mother's HEART

  What can I write about a person  who taught me how to write .There's so much that I want to write about her But word's can't justify the love I have for her . My mother has been my biggest supporter even though she has no idea what she had done for me without saying any word just by hugging me showering love without any words involvement she has done so much to my soul. The fact she had never  known the reason behind my daily life battling with depression and anxiety. Her concerning thought that something is wrong with me iam not doing good .She always felt like someone has done something bad with me .She was ready to do anything that can make me feel good . The whole time during my battle my mother was just protecting me from other peoples. The fact That she has no idea that the things going with me are related to my mind not with Peoples surrounding me .I was so desperate for her that I became insecure wile sharing her love ,the fear of loosing her love was so scary t...

Body, Mind, Soul : A Harmonious Journey

  Let's clear first thing that is you are not alone who is suffering or felt that darkness at any stage of your life .Everyone has experience this thing in the modern world .Not being capable of doing some things makes you unhappy easily  Life's all about take experiences. You felt that negative thing just try to refuel your soul .Nobody is coming to save you  Peoples around you will show sympathy guide you support you that they are with you.But not really they can make you happy. Peoples are meant to make your body happy they can't reach your soul.It's you job to give that positivity to connect your mind ,soul,and body together in order to feel the real happiness  While I was recovering the only thing that kept me going were my self love .I don't want to become a great person ,iam still a person who does mistakes feel negative low and disappointments alot time but the only thing I know about myself is that i'll make myself happy again. I won't give up never...

My Struggle with Depression

It's just casual to write down your emotions rather then explaining it to world .So the things I felt daily is nothing but my fight with my mind What does a person require to be happy? No I don't know never did I understand the fact that we have already loose so much while we are still so young Story goes like this I was just doing ok until a morning I realised iam crying and when I gave a thought about it I have no idea why am I crying it was just sudden sadness that kept me cry a whole day just a little thought.  So I kept thinking why am I feeling like this than I realised my hurt has become full of sadness holding things for long time had made me so much awful that I can't even control my tear  The a sudden realization enter my mind oh I need to act strong iam a feminine women a strong modern women lete wipe my tears what will they think am I a week girl let me hide it for while than i'll cry in my room I smiled but my tears couldn't  hold themselves back they c...