What can I write about a person who taught me how to write .There's so much that I want to write about her But word's can't justify the love I have for her .
My mother has been my biggest supporter even though she has no idea what she had done for me without saying any word just by hugging me showering love without any words involvement she has done so much to my soul.
The fact she had never known the reason behind my daily life battling with depression and anxiety. Her concerning thought that something is wrong with me iam not doing good .She always felt like someone has done something bad with me .She was ready to do anything that can make me feel good .
The whole time during my battle my mother was just protecting me from other peoples. The fact That she has no idea that the things going with me are related to my mind not with Peoples surrounding me .I was so desperate for her that I became insecure wile sharing her love ,the fear of loosing her love was so scary that I started arguing with her everyday like plz choose me everytime, just care about myself.
My mother is a simple house wife her whole life was a rollercoaster. From early love marriage to responsibility of family she has never failed as a women.She felt pressure but push herself to do her work as it was the only thing she knows to raise her kids.
The best part of her life were always my father .A good looking, honest ,and hard worker she knows him from her early twenties. The fact she conquer all her battles because my father was always there for her ,my fathers love for her was always enough for her to spend her life .
Its just rare these days .I have seen my father doing half of her work so she can relax a little bit longer.The reason choosing a same person every day while you know he can't fulfill all your wishes but still you choose him just for him without any fact.
That's what I have seen while growing up .Never complain just focus on your work ,try to do it better so you can do better things for future. Just a fact that life has given so much things for everyone to stay happy and touched to your foot but the fact is that No one is happy .
Things are making everyone so desperate that everyone has become part of a race .Which they are joining just to impress their body not while destroying their soul.
In search of things everyone is loosing what life has given us ,a body, soul , nature.,so much That we need to explore things about it not about the word.
Someone is running for money and fame ,what if an asteroid destroy our earth again like it did to million years back.Does everyone know how The life were back than who was the biggest one during that stage. Nobody knows everything about them .What if same happens to humans who is going to remember what you have achieved.
My mother had been always a great protector sometimes it felt like she don't understand me me but now I can relate to her that our parents had spend different childhood ,It's new to them also they had no idea what a youth faced during his school or college life because the life were so different back then.
So just forget the fact that they can't be perfect always they have their own good and bad flaws.
It's their first time also hearing such situations.
My mother has been always my biggest motivation to give your work one hundred percent without any expectation just do it like you always do your work like this .
She is my biggest healer
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