Have you ever felt the feeling of so lost that nothing really works .Feeling of completely anxious when There's nothing that can make you feel better. The only options that left behind is you have to go through That pain . It feels like you have lost Your soul somewhere.
My heart aches every time I lost my soul .Surrounded by so many peoples It still feels like completely disturbed, so much exhausted, like my brain needs something but I have no idea what energy I need to put inside it.
Most of my suffering comes from peoples I love,things I care,those things which gave me butterfly once hurts mostly. I don't know is it my fault That I feel things deeply . Should I feel shame of how I feel things ,do I really need to change my emotion control them fully so no one can hurt me .
But what's the point of Living with fake identity, where I won't be true to myself .Where my emotions are totally fake.
Sometime I just think let's just don't care about others .Let me live like how I feel ,but next time someone hurt me it makes me feel so bad and disturb.
Do we really need to change?
The answer is yes ...
I do Believe in changing now yes You need to change the way you react to peoples behavior towards you . You need to change the thought of sympathies everyone else ,change your perception of peoples reaction.
I know there are lot of special peoples in our life that makes us so happy but when they does something bad to us it makes us feel so bad .
You need to love yourself more than anyone .Put Yourself first, it doesn't include that you become selfish.No There's no need to do that .
Be polite and lovable to everyone but you need to decide what things need to enter Your mind . Don't get bothered by things .Someone else's thoughts won't define you let your soul do that for you.
Someone's perception of you ain't Your responsibility. It has nothing to do with you people often say things according to them.
Become your own main character of Your story .Do good stuff for Yourself, don't expect things from others .
Always remember this you are not in a race You are here to live Your life according to you .You will decide what's good or bad for your soul .
Peace come from letting things go .
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